Net

I spent my whole entire day on the wonderful invention that is the internet. I have done absolutly nothing else all day which makes me lazy and boring!!

I hate the internet it's like a big black whole that sucks everyone into it's blackness

Nemo

TO has decided he thinks I look like Dory from the film Finding Nemo. Not only do I apparently resemble a fish, but allegedly I act like Dory and have a memory the same as hers too. How nice for me!!!! Such a gentleman!

Arsenal

American Gangster is crap. Me and TO went to see it today and I have to say it was quite average. On a good note though I did go ice skating with TO today which was awesome.

Currently sat here eating a pasta thing and watching the Arsenal match which I am really enjoying.

Blades

Ice skating tomorrow I'm dead excited. I love ice skating it's great. I'm going with TO so should be a laugh as he isn't very steady on the old blades.

Also going to the cinema, don't know what we're going to watch yet but we shall see. Might see Beowolf. Don't know anyone whos seen this film so any one whos seen it let me know if it's ok

Chicken

I am ill.

Not just a little cold, but one that could last up to six weeks with other various symptoms included - things like hot and cold flushes, sickness and the shits. Oh, and belly cramps, so whoopee for me!

On another note I have had to move out of my adopted home with TO. I was really upset, I still am but you just have to get on with these things. :(

On a good note I am having KFC tonight.

Hockey

Me and TO went to watch an ice hockey match last night, Swindon Wildcats V The Romford Raiders, I have to say I was amazed and am now obsessed with the sport.

I want to play but every where I seem to look you have to be amazing at the sport already. I mean I'm an ok ice skater and I played hockey at school, but you have to be amazing.

It was an amazing match although our side lost but other than that it was cool.

Also TO enjoyed himself.

6 months

Tomorrow is mine and TO 6 month anniversary which is quite exciting. Not only is it 6 months with him it is my longest relationship ever.

We have been having a bad patch recently but I hope it is all over now. We have been arguing and it's been mostly my fault. We very nearly come to an end. we've been ok the past few days though so i hope this bad patch has blown over now.

Tomorrow for our anniversary we're getting a KFC big night in bucket and bringing it home and watching a film so should be fun.

Hammond

I'm currently sat here eating chocolate, watching top gear, and am on the internet. I think I'm turning into a slob. The joys of having a boyfriend who works stupid shifts.

I'm so bored at the moment. Mind you watching Richard Hammond on top gear is a good thing; why is he the only decent looking one on there? Mind you I also find The Stig strangley attractive but this is only because he drives so well which is probaly odd.

Anyway I'm off.

Christmas

Christmas....

Where do I start with Christmas?

This is the worst time of year ever, it is so expensive. This is the first year I've thought about it properly and oh my god.

I was in Andover the other day Christmas shopping and all I got was TO's presents because they are so expensive.

On a good note though it is nearly Christmas so that means I get my presents soon. I can't wait to see if my parents get me my new phone.

Leaving

I'm leaving the wonderful town of Grimsby soon and I am actually quite sad about leaving.

I'm going to miss Grandma and Grandad. I have had a brilliant time up here. Looking forward to the journey home though, I love traveling for miles and miles at a time. TO isn't looking forward to the journey home though - he hates driving for miles and miles at a time.

Going back to the wonderful county of Wiltshire (can't wait to get back there).

FIFA 07

Have you noticed in these football games the players play better that they do in real life?

Why is this? Surely they should play better on the pitch than in a game?

For example, TO was playing FIFA 07 last night and Theo Walcott was scoring all the goals - that would never happen in real life.

A Nice Day

Today has been a really nice day. Me and TO went for a walk today with his grandparent's and the whole way round I was just thinking how happy I am to be with John and that I hope we stay together forever like his grandparents.

Yesterday was a good day getting to know his grandparent's. I was really chatty and talked a lot which is extremly weird for me as I'm normally proper shy around new people. Today though I haven't been as chatty I think it may be because I feel at home with them, I'm proper comfortable around them.

TO is a bit annoyed with me for not talking but I've explained why so he should be ok.

Still as in love as ever. He means the world to me

Love to me

Love is an amazing thing. I never really understood it until six months ago when I met TO.
Since I have been with him I have done more things in the six months we've been together than I have in my whole entire life.

I know I'm only 17 and many people think " kids" my age don't understand the true meaning of love but trust me I do.

The funny feeling you get in your belly when he kisses and holds you, the goosebumps you get when he runs his hands over your body, the fireworks you get when he looks deep into your eyes and tell's you he loves you.

I really do know.

I know I can't predict the future but I know I want to spend my life with this man.

The little things he does shows me he cares.

I'm currently sat with him in his grandparents lounge writing this and he's probaly reading over my shoulder.

If your get round to reading this baby I love you.